I'm goin to denmark
very drunk now, never did feed the birds. just order tickets to denmark so here we go denmark.
Will meet a nice OLDER girl there , update later.
First!
Havin' a few beer's and enjoying the nice weather from the inside. Jez it's hot , but whatever I rather enjoy it from the inside later on go outside when it's get's cooler. Got some old bread that dried out , so I will go down the river and feed the birds later I think . Propably I will get very drunk and take the rifle with me and go down anyway rofl* , but whatever.
So what's the current situation. Imo very good, since we last meet I been to Thailand, there I spend some really nice time with a new friend of mine . I met a girl that I wasted like 35-40k $ on .
Be someone's bitch isn't my thing, bachelor for life chups ..... pause * getting a another beer* . down the cause . Well to sum it in one sentence is pretty hard , but .... here we go " I start doing meth again , lack of reality so i got a LITTLE to generous , then I she and I were completly different persons so I broke up with here" , when it comes down to the money, i dont really care coz I know my friend will always help me out anyway. The cause was propably good in modern time speech , the action was propably not throu' ppl strife to economical indepence. Really i don't like being a moral bitch and defend my actions so u guys can think whatever u want and we move to the next subject.
it's my 2nd can now . So my plan now is really just training and saving money for another trip to thai ( tell u more later , continue read) . Got my own gym i build of a tiny budget , i got 210kg in weight include bar so it's not so bad imo relative to the budget . So I do most of my workout in my own gym, outside the gym i buidling a obstacle course , I found a Island that suitable for the project . Beside of the fysical training i do lots of mental training, which include lots of non-sciencitical aspects , sort of say .
So i quit meth , coz i went paranoid and half insane and felt so fucking bad. I start doin' some meds and regulary been visiting the hospital and doctors to get proper treatment. Nothin' more to say about it . Nowadays i just enjoy marlboro and cold beers, which is perfectly fine for me.
So before i move on to can no . 3 and take a break from the writing and save it for tommorow coz' im planing to update it frequently . I'm planing to return to thailand, I enjoy life over there. The service is great, the people is great and there tons of pussy and mostly of all it's so fucking cheap over there.
I save around 1250 $ (USD) each month for the trip that im planing to go next year. Trust me guys it's paradise over there.